Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Hump Day Schlump Day...

Weight: 160.4 lbs - yesterday - Wednesday
157.6 today
I have NO clue how I lost almost 3 lbs overnight...maybe I lost muscle?

I am so freaking exhausted right now...
I've been up til like 1 or 2 am the past 4 nights...
The first two I was working on homework and relay for life stuff...last night was a test...the night before I just couldn't sleep...
My procrastination is really getting to me...I've got so much

I started that on like March 18th...Today is April 4th...

I'm at 158.4 lbs today
I joined a weight loss competition at work...the guys are winning though - why are they able to lose weight quicker than us females? I've even been SUPER duper watching what I'm eating.

Anyways...
I'm really excited www.alice.com will be opening soon. They're doing a giveaway. Click on the link to participate. I really can't wait to see what the site is all about.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I know...

I've been so busy lately and keep forgetting to update - baddddd me...
Wearing: Gray capri sweats and a white sports bra
Weight: 158.6

I seriously worked my ass off tonight as far as cardio goes.
I talked to my girl Ludi yesterday - it was my bday so she called me - and we got to discussing and she gave me a much needed push :)
I didn't eat so great today though...I took food up to work - sopapilla cake and cheese dip and so did another lady - mini ham sandwiches and some egg breakfast stuff - all so good and I think I ate too too much...
I've really been working at the gym regardless though - but I took a couple of days off. My legs are sore - which I'm really happy about because now I know I'm actually working myself. I've been doing 100 high kicks, providing nobody's around to watch me... and working my arms and legs on machines, and tonight I did 35 minutes on the treadmill. I know I burned a lot of calories. I really am seeing some differences in my shape. My arms are getting really toned and so is my booty - lovin' it and these are the results I've been needing to see to keep me motivated. I just really wish I was losing more weight...but I really guess I screw myself over with my love of food...ugh...

Monday, February 02, 2009

Kickin' a lil...

Wearing: navy tee, jeans
Weight: 156 - I've been fluctuating all weekend, but mostly stayed around 156

I haven't had a banana since I think Thurs, maybe Wed...?
I have one now I'm about to eat. I continued just eating pretty much one meal each day over the weekend with healthy snacks whenever I was hungry - cereal, cereal bars, pie...that's healthy - right?
I worked out both Saturday and Sunday. Something made me remember how much high kicks really work the body. We always did them in drill team. Whenever we got in trouble for being late, wearing the wrong thing, etc... we got demerits and for each demerit we would have to work them off by the end of the week by doing 100 high kicks for each one. They are HARD! Especially now! I did 2 reps of fast high kicks and 2 reps of slow and couldn't lift my legs anymore...hahahaha but I'm gonna work my ass up to 100 each asap! I'm stretching and getting more limber - I can actually still kick pretty high...and am keeping descent form. I'm jogging a lil over half the time on the treadmill now. I think I'm doing pretty good - gonna get better though :)
I have to do a commercial this summer for the American Cancer Society Relay for Life and I'm gonna lose that 10 lbs the camera adds on before it can add it!!!

Friday, January 30, 2009

TGIFF

Wearing: My CTIW Relay for Life shirt and jeans.
Weight: 156.6 (yay!)

I ate pizza for lunch yesterday and just a snack bar for dinner, the night before I had chicken pot pie and just a couple of snack bars during the day, and the night before I had chicken pot pie too... I haven't been to the gym since I think Saturday. It's been so cold and I had a lot of homework one night. I wonder if I'm losing muscle or if it's I'm eating less. I didn't have a banana yesterday - but had one each of the other days...
My stupid dog woke me up at 5:30am and I am sleepy and I think kind of grumpy...

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

The scale lies! It lies I tell you!!!

Wearing: moosejaw pants & skin industries tank
Weight: 158.2

Don't you hate it when your scale tricks you? I just felt like weighing myself earlier when I got home - I had my clothes on and it said 150.8 and I was like what? That can't be right, so I picked it up and shook it a little and put it back down and tried again and then it was 150.8 and again - same thing... I was excited something magical must have happened... and then... I went back a few minutes later and ugh... 161.2 DAMMMMMITTTTT stupidfuckingpieceofshitscalegettingmyhopesallupandthenpullingthehappyrugunderneathme:(

Anyways... last night I ate a turkey sandwich on wheat with some baked lays... and water
Today - I had my banana, at half a bowl of tomato soup and a wheat grilled cheese sandwich, some tortilla chips and salsa. Dinner - I had a piece of chicken pot pie. and a donut... I also had 2 special k bars during the day and 2 bottles of water and some sprite.
No gym since Saturday either - I'm slacking - but I've been working my arse off on my closet room - it's looking great! I'm almost done!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Come Mister tally man; tally me bananas.

Wearing: Brown cargo pants and this woot shirt
Weight: 158

Saturday morning I woke up and was 156.4, yesterday I was 157...and I barely ate anything all weekend... Friday nite I didn't eat anything else since I had that fattening pizza for lunch and felt like I shouldn't eat anything else... Saturday, all I had was turkey and mustard on wheat sandwich and a few chips, and a couple of bites of a donut and a half a bottle of wine... same thing yesterday...

BTW...I am banana'ed out... I am so tired of them... I just ate one, but it took me forever... I don't even think they're doing anything, because I didn't have one friday or saturday and I did yesterday and that's when I gained another pound...stupid bananas...

I cleaned half my closet room... I didn't realize how many magazines a person could accumulate without paying attention... I had a TON of magazines... It was horrible... I don't know if I should have recycled them or what - but I just wanted them out of my room, so I threw them in the trash bin...

Went to eat lunch w/ the bf's mom yesterday... She's still on her "diet"... She had all these pills and shake mixes and stuff that's she's bought and I can't help but feel bad for her because she's taking I think she said 9-15 pills 3 times a day (9-15 each of those 3 times)... It's from a company called herbalife. Yet, even with the pills they're telling her - eat this way and get exercise, and it's like - yeah even if you did exercise and ate the way they're telling you to w/out the pills, you're gonna get the same results... I'm glad I finally got off phentermine... She still ate 2 sandwiches... I brought her light mayo, but she went w/ the honey mustard I brought... oh well... I hope something works for her...

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Wearing: black workout pants, leopard print bra
Weight: 159.4

Ate: personal pan pizza, half and apple juice, 1.5 bottles of water, some carrots, a couple of graham crackers.

I really pushed myself at the gym tonight. I realized tonight that I haven't been sore since I first started working out in May and my goal tonight was to make myself be sore tonight. I don't think I accomplished it. But I did push myself more and try some new things - so that's good - I know :D
I realized that looking up allows me to do more - while lifting and working w/ weights...I think that's awesome...
I'm starving right now...but I am DETERMINED now to shed this weight! WOOOOOOOOOOO!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Thirsty Thursday

Wearing: Jeans, black fitted tee - black tank underneath
Weight: 160 It takes FOR FREAKING EVER TO LOSE WEIGHT!

Soooo... I just realized I am out of bananas! and I had some red soda tonite w/ the sandwich I had tonite from jack in the box.

Ate chicken n rice on wheat for lunch, 2 bite size dark choco w. almonds, 1 bottle of h20, curly fries and grilled chicken sammich, red soda.

I had my first Relay for Life chair meeting tonight to get me adjusted! I am so excited!!!
I have an office there, and I get a key, and I'm in charge and just so excited...
I'm trying to come up with ideas for a theme and tshirts, etc... I am gonna be so busy over the next few months...

I'm getting tempted to get back on phentermine or something to help boost my weightloss, but I'm trying to be strong... I guess thank God I'm broke and can't afford to go see the diet dr. hahahaha

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Rawwwwrrrrr

Wearing: jeans, black & red tunic shirt, black tank, black yoga shoes
Weight: 160.4
Yesterday: (1/20)
Wearing: wore jeans and a yellow and black tank over a white tee today
Weight: 160.8 (fatass)

Ate yesterday - 2.5 bananas, 3 bottles of water, 2 chicken legs, pinto beans, cherry pie
today: 2 bananas, 4 bottles of water, chicken salad sammich, goldfish, and an almond joy, 3/4 personal pizza, salad

Sorry not keeping up - gotten really busy w/ work, school and stuffs...
Plus I hate it when I don't have anything interesting to blog about...
I just got back from the gym a little while ago - I am sweating my ass off - but I look in the mirror and I swear I am getting fatter...my stomach looks HUGE...I've never had a huge stomach...
This is how I'm used to my stomach looking:
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Now I look like this:

get. in. my. belly. Pictures, Images and Photos

JK...

I hit 28 and my metabolism went to shit I guess...ugh...I hate getting old. Tonight the gym was crowded as fuck... and it was all young, skinny chicks...and I can't help but feel jealous and wish I could go back...

Anyways...
Time for bed...
Night!
Mwah*

Monday, January 19, 2009

Wearing: Gray capri sweats, baby blue bra
Weight: 160.8

I just got back from the gym - did 75 crunches - woo hoo! Ran on the treadmill half the time I was on there! YAY!
Okay, seriously, I know complaining is annoying, but seriously...
I get on the treadmill and what happens...? There are seriously 12 treadmills - 10 open... See my drawering below - the numbers are the order in which people get on the treadmills... I have a magnet...seriously... I must find this magnet... and remove it...

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Well - the banana diet went okay today. I ate two bananas - didn't mind them so much - they were good :) I ate 4 tamales, some goldfish, 4 bottles of water, some stouffer's stuffing and 3 fish planks...

Not sure what went on w/ the other people from sazze...